so i decided today is going to be decent... good :)
i miss my ex terribly, but i dont want him back and i'm not going to let him bother me anymore.
there are things much greater to live for than broken hearts and the past.
today i promise myself to find something better to live for. my friend Carlie is helping a ton. she doesnt know it, but i do :) Gaining friends is always amazing. She never judges and she is always there for me no matter how rediculous the need or how much i just sound like a selfish little brat. she's still standing right there.
i have goals for the summer, and one is to keep this updated.
but as for the rest,
i'm going to make ten completely new friends.
i'm going to learn how to play guitar.
i'm going to get a better paying job
i'm going to buy a car with strait cash
i'm going to be able to pay for my own insurance.
and i'm going to try ten new foods (completely abnormal foods)
and i'm going to keep in touch with all of my friends..
my good ones, namely:
Carlie
Tierssa
Scott
Rubi
Kelssi
Kelci
Lexa
Zane
Keith
Carlee
Xana
Jake
Cathy
Jessica
Trett
Hannah
Kaleigh
Karly
Wiley
Jordan
Belly (mikell)

i love my friends and i hope that graduating and moving on to different schools isnt going to keep us all apart. and i know for some of us it will. but i will try to keep in touch.

another goal is to see my nieces and nephew and sister more often than i do.

oh and final, get a tan!